Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Words cannot describe how I feel.

I found out yesterday that my Father has Colon Cancer. This Cancer has been one of the number one killers in his family so right now I am devastated to say the least. At the same time I am also so mad and pissed at my Dad right now! He has apparently known for a month that he was sick and never even told me!

I try to keep track of all of his Doctor appointments and I ALWAYS ask him what happened and what they say. His famous saying is "They said I am going to live until I die" UGH this disturbs me so much! And the fact that he has known for a month and has yet to start treatment makes me so mad!

He has so much to live for yet it seems like he wants to give up. I will not allow this and I will push him forward and do what I have to do to make him want to fight and live. I still need him and my boys need him so he can not give up!!


Marla said...

Prayers and hugs for you Jodie! Hang in there!

Rhonda Lynn Kohl Coria said...

My Dearest Jodie: You just keep showing him pictures of his grandbabies and make sure you all tell him how much you love him and need him. Who couldn't want to fight/win like your own baby boy. Remind him every minute of every day. Prayers to you and your family. Much Love, Rhonda