Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Words cannot describe how I feel.



I found out yesterday that my Father has Colon Cancer. This Cancer has been one of the number one killers in his family so right now I am devastated to say the least. At the same time I am also so mad and pissed at my Dad right now! He has apparently known for a month that he was sick and never even told me!

I try to keep track of all of his Doctor appointments and I ALWAYS ask him what happened and what they say. His famous saying is "They said I am going to live until I die" UGH this disturbs me so much! And the fact that he has known for a month and has yet to start treatment makes me so mad!

He has so much to live for yet it seems like he wants to give up. I will not allow this and I will push him forward and do what I have to do to make him want to fight and live. I still need him and my boys need him so he can not give up!!

2 comments:

Marla said...

Prayers and hugs for you Jodie! Hang in there!

Rhonda Lynn Kohl Coria said...

My Dearest Jodie: You just keep showing him pictures of his grandbabies and make sure you all tell him how much you love him and need him. Who couldn't want to fight/win like your own baby boy. Remind him every minute of every day. Prayers to you and your family. Much Love, Rhonda